Loop of Shower

I returned from the woods of fire

Entered my house of broken shields

The roof is torn, it cannot compress the clouds

The floor is broken, it makes us squeal

The heat does not get compressed

My body melting had begun to reek

People start mentioning disintegration

I decided it was time to leave

I woke up and pushed my bones to take a shower

I decided to be clean

I walked all grey in the forest that was green

It had lusciously brown leaves

With insects and midges that eat your decay empty

I knew I had to wash my soul neat

I drank and I drank

Took steps, walked in circles

But I did not run like he ran

I tried to fly,

Thinning from inside I thought I flew

The shower did not stop

The bees kept getting reborned

But I never began to feel clean

My soap ran out and it started growing big

Droplets of red dropped like water

It was the blossoming gloom of maroon

I started and finished then I started again

Days only turned into night

The sun did not shine again

My midges grew sore eating what was left of me after your burial

I played the same recordings

I said the same words

The same steps to the same chore

My task of bathing never left me feeling clean

My long shower did not run short

It merged into a loop from my hairs that got burned

Soap kept lathering I kept burying the foam in the sink

I tried to step out

The shower did not let me leave

In any alternate reality

I guess I never came clean

Do you still see me reaping desolate?